Looking Back

Wow... SO i just read through my blog.

Sorry for all the rage... seems like I only posted when I needed to complain. ahh well such is the reason for a journal in the first place.

I had another interesting John event this week. I got a call from a payday loan place asking if I knew where he was because I was a reference on his loan. I then proceeded to text him and tell him they were looking for him. He then told me to lie and say I dont know him. I told him i didnt feel comfortable lying. The events unfolded and somewhere he told me to fuck off and called me a fucking fatty and told me I ruined his finances and that he really is the asshole I told him he was. etc. And now I know,that things have officially changed. Before, even just a couple months ago, this would have had me distraught. Now, nothing... absolutely nothing. And I am financially way ahead of where I was with him When I left him he had 0 debt... so he really cant blame me for whatever he dug into.

So what did I do? called the payday loan place and gave them all the phone numbers of HIS friends and relatives... because apparently they called Tove and Mom too.. WOW.

Wanna know something awesome? HE MOVED BACK TO ARKANSAS!!!
Looking over the shoulder shall never happen again. I can go anywhere anytime without worry about his sorry ass.

Lovely! :)

I am doing quite well.

I just took the NIC.. yes...THE NIC!!!!I will know sometime between now and 6 months from now.


Right before I took it I had a nightmare... LOL

you would think it would be something about my skills... my mind going blank or something... YOU THINK WRONG!

I got up (In the dream) and got dressed in my legislature outfit... drove to CSD to take the test. When I arrived I went to the bathroom before I started... I looked in the mirror and I was wearing Plaid pants with my TYE DYE SHIRT!!! I freaked... I asked the LTA if I could change quick and she said "you cant go home but you can go to the thrift store in the basement" So I went... and it was a thrift store that ONLY sells Rock and Roll T shirts... SO i grabbed a black iron maden t and turned it inside out.

Test went great... when I was done she said "Your results will come on Sept 5th" and then I woke up. lol

So... I took the test. It went really well. I feel good about it.

I feel good about a lot of things. Life is great.


:)
Angel