I am Yours-A potential love letter...

Dear you,

I shouldn’t be waiting, but I can’t help it.
I really can’t describe the way I feel.
Things have gone so wrong in so many ways
But this feels right, am I wrong?
I am scared half to death of what fate holds in store.
But still I look to the past and all I see is love.
All I see is compassion.
I look back and I remember the flowers and the late nights
I remember the reactions and the conversations
The love and commitment shown throughout the years
I don’t know how to take it.
Is it wrong? Am I wrong?
I feel overwhelmed right now because of excitement
I don’t want to be too excited but I can’t help it.
I have to admit I am sad when we go,
I have to tell you I am bummed when you don’t show.
I have to let you know I am selfish and scared
I am sometimes not nice, and sometimes sad
Sometimes I argue for no reason
And sometimes I need more attention than I should.
But I also must tell you that if you love me
If you truly love me the way you seem to
If you love me the way you have loved me all these years…
I will love you back.
I will love you so hard it hurts.
I will love you until we cry and laugh at the same time.
People back home will know I love you, people on the streets will know.
If you take care of me, I will love you until the end of time.
But don’t hurt me.
I am scared, I am terrified, and I need security.
I need freedom and security and trust and control
And I need unconditional never-ending love straight from the fairy tales.
If you love me the way I think you can,
I am yours.

<3 Angel