Saturday, August 1, 2009

Am I an idiot?

Why the hell did I think it was okay to contact his family? why? SERIOUSLY!? I can not believe that I thought it would be "Fine and dandy" to just call his grandma and talk with her casually... then to think that I could write Jasmine an email and expect her to I dont know... connect with me or something... GAY... I am such an idiot! I am not really an idiot, I am actually quite smart and way too damn loving for my own good... his family well they are blood, and Jasmine, well she is a bitch who knows nothing so oh well... John is an asshole. Plain and simple. No REAL man who actually LOVED me would have done those things or said those things to me... they wouldn't have. A real man would have loved me all the time and wanted to celebrate my triumphs with me... an asshole is what he is.

No man will ever EVER threaten me again
NO man will EVER miss out on how amazing of a person I am
No man will put himself before me too often
No man will refuse to do things for me just because he doesn't feel like it...
NO MAN will treat me the way he did, ever ever EVER again!

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