Angry

It sucks really... My personality right now is so me and then sometimes it could not be further from who I am. I have plenty of times when I am cheerful and perky and just rairin to go ... but then there will be someone who just clashes with me and now isntead of ignoring it like I would have normally before, now I just get so angry, and snappy...

Like today, there is this guy Todd at work who is a manager but shouldn't be... he is a total dimwit and an asshole to boot. I guess he is a good dad but I have a hard time imagining that since he is so useless in general. He is rude and condecending... he is lazy, and every time someone says something he has to just jut something back at them right away, he never gives anyone a moment of anything... Today Jessica was talking about how she likes working here and something or other and he said "Oh just wait until Christmas season..." any normal human being would have said "Well we are glad you like it here, we like having you..." but noooo Todd has to be a negative bastard. And it is things like that, being condecending, and negative and a "know it all" personality really reminds me so flippin much of my fucking ex... he is sucha douche bag...

I have to say I am lucky in some cases because he is being so nice and easy going about everything but really, he is being an ass... in general he is an ass... all in all JUST AN ASSHOLE! I can't wait for the moment when I have the papers in my hand that say the divorce is final, I don't care where I am or what I am doing, I will fucking cheer out loud for heaven's sake... I will jump from buildings... I can not wait for that moment... I just cant!

It will be here
One day

Very soon!!

Until then, I should go to bed...
Goodnight,
Angel