I seriously am trying to work this out in my head. Me of all people, the strongest personality of the bunch, the smart girl, the one who would never settle... and I fell for YOU!? And now my entire future hangs in the balance and may not be what it is supposed to be because of you! BECAUSE OF YOU! I can't even imagine how the fuck you convinced me that I loved you so damned much, makes me feel like a fucking moron. And then you act like I am some sort of throw away by joining Match.com and fucking eharmony a week after I left. This is bullshit. I don't ever want to see your face again and I hope you fucking sign the papers as fast as possible and mail them off because I am DONE with you... I want absolutely NOTHING to do with you for the rest of my life. I wish I could take it all back I really wish I could. How could I be so blind, and stupid. The whole time the people who know and love me more than anything in the world were trying to tell me then just gave up and supported me because THAT is how much I mean to them. I mean NOTHING to you... I never have. You never actually loved the real me, you just thought you did. You never actually cared about what was best for me. The only time you were ever worth being around was when we were doing shit that makes YOU happy... well fuck that I am done. You better fucking hope there is some sort of answer out there... some way that I can get back to school this year because if there isnt, I will be spending the next 9 months finding ways to make your life hell... ok so probably I won't. Using all logic I know things will be okay because I am doing what is right... but I can not believe that you put me where you did... I can not believe you abused me the way you did you fuck head. You are such a lame immature piece of dirt and I hope the rest of your life you can never have a good relationship because you are completely incompetent. How the hell did this happen?! I can not believe that I let this happen...
The future is mine (I hope) I'm taking it all back... so Fuck you and fuck off... (lovely last words by the way....)
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