Someday

Sometimes I wonder what is going to happen...
Where will I be one year from now. I know there is a lot to accomplish and it is a long hard climb, but if I look back it has really taken a lot longer to get here...
Someday I will have everything I really want. I know it is actually possible. I am not being greedy or selfish, I am not wanting more than what god gives me... but someday, it will happen.
I am not one to let go before I get what I want.. that's how we got into this mess in the first place... There is certainly such thing as being too damned determined!

Someday I will be an interpreter, one of the best in the land. people will know my name but they will also know my generosity.
Someday I will be home, in colorado, where I belong.
Someday I will have my car, the vw bug I promised myself.
Someday someone will want me again, and not just to be their slave girl but to be someone they truely care about.
Someday I will have kids, and I will be a GREAT mom.
Someday I will interpret on broadway... and I will be a highly requested theatre interpreter...
Someday I will be confident in my body... to match my confidence in myself.

I have to remember, what is best for me IS what is best, as long as no one else is getting hurt. Three musketeers are VERY important... and ... I am loved. end of story.